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a lesson? it aint something as simple as a lesson.

if it was JUST a lesson, i could have just restarted when i failed the LESSON.

Misery. that's what i've learnt to know. Thank you passerby.

I know who you are. But what's the point. You know it yourself, to you, it will be just someone who just paced thru ur life. To be forgotten.

Went over to the places we've first met and been to... flashbacks.

followed by rounds of MJ at nick's place.

Remedial Training in the morning took out whaever juice i have left.. but i just cant sleep..

my head is just full of. the past.

i admit, i am defeated by myself.

i'm still missing someone largely.

there's no point many will say, but i just can't help it.

love's a mystery and feelings are blindfolds.

looking back at past pictures we took aches my heart nonetheless.

looking at the lil notes we leave each other makes it even worse.

those promises, made. are all broken and left shattered in the very end..

i've done all I could, clearing the debris left broken down..

but once in a while, i will still step onto those unswept broken pieces..

it goes deep into the wound.. right into the nerves..

the heart aches come around all over. Again.

Is that feeling one of missing someone? or just wallowing in the past..?

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