ənpısəɹ lɐʇuəɯ əɥʇ

it's a total hangover crossover.

went for nick's wedding dinner yesterday. drank alot.

met up with terance regan and jolene for ratchada. drank some more.

we parted ways and i went off to chambers to play lan.

no. actually i kinda slept more than i played there.

anyways, heading out to kallang now. ice-skating. gonna get my butt wet from falling alr. lol. and laters for prawning.

pictures will come soon. :)

my first off day, on a sunday, away from the usuals. finally.

anyways. headed down to bedok camp straight after work. cab costs me 7 bucks. wtf. nvm. anyways. i injured my knee during work so i was excused from RT today.

had my hair cut alr. i look better now. later have to get some clothes, for nick's wedding dinner.

prolly meeting lynn for lunch laters. haven't seen her in quite a while.

ok lar. saw her at rebel yesterday for a brief while. LOL.

it's hari raya haji~

time flies. it's already november end.

anyways. bangkok trip has bbeen cancelled. going Genting on end-january instead.

will be flying to KL and taking a bus up to genting.

I PROMISE MYSELF NOT TO GAMBLE IN THE CASINO.

no joke. serious.

i don't wanna come back a broken (or dead) man. LOL.

speaking of which. RT is coming. this sunday, followed by nick's wedding dinner in the evening. contemplating clubbing after that actually. lol. well. not confirmed.

anyways. i'm prolly gonna go do my hair laters. :D

monday night, went prawning with the alot of people ( xiuhui, feifei, ben, manfred, yvonne, her friend, mo, misuzu, evelyn and lynn and others i might forget. lol.) at sinming ave. caught around 12 prawns myself over 3 hrs.

it's been a long time since i last tasted fresh prawns. yum. :D

it's around 2am.. feifei and the rest went off for drinks.

and some of us, went on to chambers@selegie to play L4D2, but ends up, no L4D2 for the computers we used. zz. played till around 10.30am, while lynn left at around 5am as she had to go back home.

i overslept in the bus while on my way home. had to walk back. luckily it aint far.

anyway, had my 6th nosebleed this month this morning.

cool.

I wake up everyday, it's a day dream.
Everything in my life aint what it seems.
I wake up just to go back to sleep.
I act real shallow but I'm in too deep.

Some people think I'm bonkers, but I think I'm free.
Man, I'm just living my life, There's nothing crazy bout me.

why do you keep telling me this? does it help anymore? you already have HIM, why bother bout me? even if u did, i cant bring myself to believe it, especially when ur with HIM together.

i'm now fucking emo. thanks to you.

There's a metoer shower tomorrow. in between 8pm-5am. look to the east and drive away from the glow of city lights.

i'll prolly be feeling alone.

monday was offday.

xiuhui, terrance and the usual people asked out for L4D at chambers once again. i got yvonne to come along too. spent some time teachi broke. taught her basic stuffs about the game, she picked it up pretty good. :D later on, some went off to ratchada and sabai, while the rest of us continued gaming till 8am or so. headed to mediacorp to collect my cash cheque later on.

tuesday was offday. was already super broke. terrance still jio me go gaming. oh well. went along. play till morning once again (it was already wednesday). went home by bus. headed down to buy mackerel and some premixed gravy to cook for someone, cos i owe her dinner. lol. cooked. and prepared for work. busy. but guess we reached workplace, had cocktail test. seriously think i will flunk it big time.

thursday, today, frigging sleepy. slept till around 7pm. woke up. had instant noodles for dinner. went off for work.

went up the bus. realise i forgot my wallet.

got down. went up. take wallet came down. had to wait for another 15 mins for the bus.

rushed for the train afterwards. and here i am. 9.46pm. and only in bugis. i am running late.

zz.

The night is my cover,
The day, my disguise,
But I just can't seem to escape,
From wondering,judgemental eyes.

They're always watching and waiting,
For that moment you turn your head,
It makes me feel uncomfrotable,
While I'm lying in my bed.

I should'nt leave my house,
Or maybe even my room,
Because they're lurking in every shadow,
Waiting to drop the bomb of doom.

I can't help but avert my eyes,
When I receive an unsteady glance,
They're judging me, I know it,
They'll make fun of me at every chance.

Did I do something wrong,
I don't have a doubt in my mind,
The truth is that in this world,
Sanity is so hard to find.

i wanna save up! clear all debts asap.. save up for bkk trip on feb next year!

:DDD

who wanna come along?

i feel damn empty these days.

like. void of life.

just work work work work and work.

someone inject life into me please?

后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不在
桔子花白花瓣落在我蓝色百褶裙上
「爱你」你轻声说
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚十七岁仲夏你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么人年少时
一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里你是否一样也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾
你都如何回忆我带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞
永远不会再重来
有一个男孩爱着那个女孩..

well. people tell me. just move on. i wish i could.

but the pains remains deep still. how to?

安静的房间还有你的温柔
躺在棉被上看着多的枕头
为何分手后回忆就被偷走
爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友
你和我以前是朋友心情不错
就想约你走走　
你要电影　我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷..

went for lan-gaming with my colleagues @ Zirca (Xiuhui, Ben) and CSOs (Reagan, Terence, Andrew, etc.)yesterday. lol.

xiuhui asked me to meet her at 3.30. pretty much expected, i only saw her at 5.30. zz.

nvm. went on to far east plaza at orchard to buy her slippers, then we walked to cine to meet reagan for dinner and some L4D warm up.

headed on to park lane to wait for the rest of the guys while we nua-ed at TCC PoMo.

the rest of the guys reached and there we go for L4D.

and i realise how much lousier i got after not being playing it for some time.

after some time, some of the guys left, we finished up our game, and we headed down to boat quay for drinks. and i saw Ben dance. Hilarious.

it was a ktv pub. nice place.

there was this song which was played, reminded me of a lot of things. but..

nvm.

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