i had quit my job with my uncle.. already couldnt take it anymore..
me and baby are getting much better already.. and i seriously love her to bits..
but today. i came home from work this morning already, slept for 3 hours already not tired, thought of spending time with her in the afternoon till evening before i head off to work at night.. but guess it wasnt possible.. i slept away the good whole saturday once more feeling damn alone.
i treasure my weekends alot. especially when i work at night, because it usually would mean that the time i have left for the weekend is very limited.. and i would very much treasure the time and use it to accompany gf or my grandfolks rather than to sleep it away..
plus now i'm limited by public transport, travelling to my grandfolks area would be an hassle already..
then today thought of spending time with her, who knew she wanted to go out with her friend..
and from there i heard that i am not invited. no. more like BARRED and BANNED to be in her certain friend's birthday party just because i would spoil the birthday mood and her fun and make her a lightbulb? i'm speechless and yet hurt. she will be the birthday girl and she's definitely getting all the attention.
not that i dun allow my gf to club actually, because i should trust her to be responsible for her own actions. but anyone who realises the above reasons that u cannot be invited would be hurt.
can some one tell me? whether is it that i am selfish or not?
Saturday, August 14, 2010 @
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @
piggy baby
baby i love u i thank what u had done for me. i dunno will u read this msg?
But thank for letting me stay at ur house and ur bed i know it hard for u to sleep a small bed with me. i will every time got to use ur laptop i will up date one msg to u.
love u silly baby faith 12 march 2010
piggy baby
now it 3.55am updateu msg >.<
thank for been so nice to me... every sec i with u, u will bring ur best and make me smile when as where u will jus so sweet and making my heart melt to u. erm ytd all along in the bed feel like short of something. and tat it u cause ur body warm quiet down my temperature. now u must be busy up to no time reply me. i go slp night
love u silly baby faith 14 march 2010
piggy baby
how was ur work? are u tired? i now the bed only i alone sleeping on it. i miss u badlly. erm i know u have to work if not u will unable to take care me and urself -.-. xin gu ni le>.< it been like together like more the few year couple. i will treasure of ur love and care. i really want to take care of u but end up it, u are the one tkaing me. i love u. And god will plan everything out.
love u silly baby faith 15 march 2010
(ps: baby, i was missing u like crazy while at work. coming home seeing u sleeping soundly like a piglet really warms my heart. love you loads and loads baby. ((: )
piggy baby
i know it have been hard time for u been working and looking after me. But when i working in morning. once u reach home without seeing me i know it will hard time for u to rest well. i know u worry me. btw u are good or bad guy? i knowing u in good side. but bad i seeing nothing. whatever my friend say on u. i will surely screw them up. haha. i love u. and it start missing u
love u silly baby faith 15 march 2010 6:16pm
piggy baby
u are the best boyfriend i really had. u are sweet, knowing me well, taking care of me, worry for me, protective me, trust on me, dote me, love me, and wonderful to me. i thank you what u had done for me. i love you with all my heart and i dunno will i show u attitude and make u angry hopefully i will not. i really missing u.
love u silly baby faith 17 march 2010
(ps: baby, i will NEVER ever be angry against you, because u are the sweetest ever girl that ever came into my life and i love you way too much to be angry with you.. i miss you.)
piggy baby
did u feeling ok if u not ok better go seee a doctor and rest at home. erm i know during sick really xin gu. need to do alot of thing but end up in bed and the time pass. i see u so xin gu i heart pain. really hope ur sick will recover i love u. thank for this few day of sharing ur past.
love u silly baby faith 18 march 2010
(baby, i'll be fine. im feeling much better le. thou i hope i can continue to be sick so i could take mc then i can see u at home.. =.= and baby, i felt that we're really close to each other during our intimate moments yesterday. >.< love you baby.. tonight come home rest well ok? and tmr will give u wake up call at 5 too.. sigh whole day cant see u.. sigh... i miss u baby.)
piggy baby
i know it hard to not see each other for one day if u go resevicer wasn't tat u will want to hang over? thank for rush all the way down to see me but i was too busy no time for break or even free time. today it busy so i lazy walk home so i ot to 12.30 but i 12.15 left cause the house man let me off cause due to they know me well =) so i able to rest more before took transport home. baby can u tell me what time tml u working? 6 or 5? haha see i able to plan out the time to see each other? but really can't i try to wait for u. i really want to see u after one and half day. i miss u badlly and remember take good care of urself.. drink more water.
silly baby faith 20 march 2010 1.38 am
piggy baby
haha i know u mc ytd cause we do too much thing. and both of us like zobie>.<
erm today i never work izzit bad ro good but i think jus let it be cause i think i work so much i been hurtiong myself. for the friday and saturday. i been working not enough rest, and my back really ache. but i still can tahan.i reallyso touch having u. and making wounderful time with u.
silly baby faith 22 march 2010 12.31 pm
(baby, hannor. from taking fake mc become really need to mc hor? lol.my baby is a xiao ye mao. :P but i like. =x i really treaasure all the times we spent together and seriously thinking what will be of me when u move back home. )):
with loads of love, dalang.. dalang... ((: )
piggy baby
thank for today pei me watching hi my sweetheart... u r a sweetheart to me... i thank for lovely day i had. and i will do my best be ur sweet pie. love u.
silly baby faith 23 march 2010 5.25am
t
(my silly baby, you are the sweetest thing that ever appeared in my life, and i will wanna keep u by my side like a treasure found and continuing treasuring. i thank god for allowing you to come into my life. for u are the one who would make me go great lengths, for us and for our happy lives together in the future. ((: )
piggy baby
happy one month... sad to say i too over work myself forget about u. i'm sorry hope u will not angry. and next i know money it hard to so dun over spend so much. i love the msg.
'i miss ur silly smiles'
'i miss ur voice'
'i miss the smell of ur hair'
'i miss the way u throw lil tantrumes on me'
'i miss the way u lean on me'
'i miss ur hugs'
'i jus miss eveything about u.>.<
i miss u.Ever sec, min, hours and days. i love u
silly baby faith 28 march 2010 10.42pm
My silly baby,
it's been 2 weeks since u last left a message for me. i just wanted to let you know that. you've been the sunshine in my life ever since we've been together, perhaps ever since i knew you.
and i would so want to be the same to your life, shining thru whatever hardships u might get and i'll always be there for you.
i do get jealous when you speak of ur ex boyfriends or jeremy or charles or whoever it is.
but i know i've no right to be angry. because you have known them before me.and whatever feelings u guys had i have no right to interfere.
But i'm jealous because i love you. and i do not wish to lose you to any of those guys.
i believe that.
i want to prove myself. and to prove it to you. that i will be the one by ur side thru thick and thin.
there were two moments within this week, that something u said that touched my heart.
at plaza singapura, u asked me.
"no matter how bad i am, you would never leave me." - and i swore to god the very moment, i will never leave you.
and at our little walk to block 85 market, u asked me.
"would u carry me this way as long as you could?" - and of course i would, thou i hurt ur legs for quite a bit.
thou there were small arguments we had, we will eventually be back together as one fine couple.
i thank god for your presence in my life, and i feel just as blessed as you felt being with me.
i know i aint the best, but i'll provide you with whatever i could, just for you.
the one who loves you the most,
Your Piggy Baby.
april 06 2010 6.40pm
piggy baby
I LOVE U. I LOVE U WHEN U ARE ASLEEP, I LOVE U WHEN U CAN TAKE WITH MY TEMPER, I LOVE U THE WAY U CARE, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE WITH ME,I LOVE U WHEN I WAS PMS, I LOVE U STANDING IN MY SHOES, I LOVE U WHEN U PIGGY BAG ME, I LOVE U WHEN ARE DRIVING, I LOVE U THE WAY U EAT, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE SO TIRED STILL FORCE URSELF TO GO WORK, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE NEXT TO ME, I LOVE U WHEREVER I GO U WILL FOLLOW, I LOVE U WHEN WE ARE TEASTING, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE SHARING WITH UR PAST AND FEELING, I LOVE U WHENEVER I TALK U WILL LISTEN, I LOVE U WHEN I NEED UR HELP U ALWAY BE THERE, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE CLUMSLY, I LOVE U WHEN EVER I SAY YES OR NO U KNOW WHAT TO DO, I LOVE U WHEN I WAS OUT WITH UR FRIEND'S OR MINE FRIEND'S, I LOVE U WHEN WE WATCH MOIVE, I LOVE U CAUSE WE ARE ON SAME BOAT, I LOVE THE WAY U HUG ME TIGHT, I LOVE U WHEN U KISS ME, I LOVE U THE WAY WHEN U SLEEP ON MY LEG. I LOVE U DO THE U COOK FOR ME,I LOVE U THE WAY U BATH, I LOVE THE WAY U DRESS, I LOVE U WHEN U NEED HELP FOR ME, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE HAPPY WITH MY FRIEND CHATTING,I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART IF THERE ANY THING I MISS OUT I WILL UPDATE AGAIN AND AGAIN. AND BABY I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART.
ur silly baby faith 18 april 2010 12.50am
(but u will hit me when i say ur wrong spelling. =.= but i still love you lar. :P)
all these will be nothing but memories that will hurt my heart forever..
baby i love u i thank what u had done for me. i dunno will u read this msg?
But thank for letting me stay at ur house and ur bed i know it hard for u to sleep a small bed with me. i will every time got to use ur laptop i will up date one msg to u.
love u silly baby faith 12 march 2010
piggy baby
now it 3.55am updateu msg >.<
thank for been so nice to me... every sec i with u, u will bring ur best and make me smile when as where u will jus so sweet and making my heart melt to u. erm ytd all along in the bed feel like short of something. and tat it u cause ur body warm quiet down my temperature. now u must be busy up to no time reply me. i go slp night
love u silly baby faith 14 march 2010
piggy baby
how was ur work? are u tired? i now the bed only i alone sleeping on it. i miss u badlly. erm i know u have to work if not u will unable to take care me and urself -.-. xin gu ni le>.< it been like together like more the few year couple. i will treasure of ur love and care. i really want to take care of u but end up it, u are the one tkaing me. i love u. And god will plan everything out.
love u silly baby faith 15 march 2010
(ps: baby, i was missing u like crazy while at work. coming home seeing u sleeping soundly like a piglet really warms my heart. love you loads and loads baby. ((: )
piggy baby
i know it have been hard time for u been working and looking after me. But when i working in morning. once u reach home without seeing me i know it will hard time for u to rest well. i know u worry me. btw u are good or bad guy? i knowing u in good side. but bad i seeing nothing. whatever my friend say on u. i will surely screw them up. haha. i love u. and it start missing u
love u silly baby faith 15 march 2010 6:16pm
piggy baby
u are the best boyfriend i really had. u are sweet, knowing me well, taking care of me, worry for me, protective me, trust on me, dote me, love me, and wonderful to me. i thank you what u had done for me. i love you with all my heart and i dunno will i show u attitude and make u angry hopefully i will not. i really missing u.
love u silly baby faith 17 march 2010
(ps: baby, i will NEVER ever be angry against you, because u are the sweetest ever girl that ever came into my life and i love you way too much to be angry with you.. i miss you.)
piggy baby
did u feeling ok if u not ok better go seee a doctor and rest at home. erm i know during sick really xin gu. need to do alot of thing but end up in bed and the time pass. i see u so xin gu i heart pain. really hope ur sick will recover i love u. thank for this few day of sharing ur past.
love u silly baby faith 18 march 2010
(baby, i'll be fine. im feeling much better le. thou i hope i can continue to be sick so i could take mc then i can see u at home.. =.= and baby, i felt that we're really close to each other during our intimate moments yesterday. >.< love you baby.. tonight come home rest well ok? and tmr will give u wake up call at 5 too.. sigh whole day cant see u.. sigh... i miss u baby.)
piggy baby
i know it hard to not see each other for one day if u go resevicer wasn't tat u will want to hang over? thank for rush all the way down to see me but i was too busy no time for break or even free time. today it busy so i lazy walk home so i ot to 12.30 but i 12.15 left cause the house man let me off cause due to they know me well =) so i able to rest more before took transport home. baby can u tell me what time tml u working? 6 or 5? haha see i able to plan out the time to see each other? but really can't i try to wait for u. i really want to see u after one and half day. i miss u badlly and remember take good care of urself.. drink more water.
silly baby faith 20 march 2010 1.38 am
piggy baby
haha i know u mc ytd cause we do too much thing. and both of us like zobie>.<
erm today i never work izzit bad ro good but i think jus let it be cause i think i work so much i been hurtiong myself. for the friday and saturday. i been working not enough rest, and my back really ache. but i still can tahan.i reallyso touch having u. and making wounderful time with u.
silly baby faith 22 march 2010 12.31 pm
(baby, hannor. from taking fake mc become really need to mc hor? lol.my baby is a xiao ye mao. :P but i like. =x i really treaasure all the times we spent together and seriously thinking what will be of me when u move back home. )):
with loads of love, dalang.. dalang... ((: )
piggy baby
thank for today pei me watching hi my sweetheart... u r a sweetheart to me... i thank for lovely day i had. and i will do my best be ur sweet pie. love u.
silly baby faith 23 march 2010 5.25am
t
(my silly baby, you are the sweetest thing that ever appeared in my life, and i will wanna keep u by my side like a treasure found and continuing treasuring. i thank god for allowing you to come into my life. for u are the one who would make me go great lengths, for us and for our happy lives together in the future. ((: )
piggy baby
happy one month... sad to say i too over work myself forget about u. i'm sorry hope u will not angry. and next i know money it hard to so dun over spend so much. i love the msg.
'i miss ur silly smiles'
'i miss ur voice'
'i miss the smell of ur hair'
'i miss the way u throw lil tantrumes on me'
'i miss the way u lean on me'
'i miss ur hugs'
'i jus miss eveything about u.>.<
i miss u.Ever sec, min, hours and days. i love u
silly baby faith 28 march 2010 10.42pm
My silly baby,
it's been 2 weeks since u last left a message for me. i just wanted to let you know that. you've been the sunshine in my life ever since we've been together, perhaps ever since i knew you.
and i would so want to be the same to your life, shining thru whatever hardships u might get and i'll always be there for you.
i do get jealous when you speak of ur ex boyfriends or jeremy or charles or whoever it is.
but i know i've no right to be angry. because you have known them before me.and whatever feelings u guys had i have no right to interfere.
But i'm jealous because i love you. and i do not wish to lose you to any of those guys.
i believe that.
i want to prove myself. and to prove it to you. that i will be the one by ur side thru thick and thin.
there were two moments within this week, that something u said that touched my heart.
at plaza singapura, u asked me.
"no matter how bad i am, you would never leave me." - and i swore to god the very moment, i will never leave you.
and at our little walk to block 85 market, u asked me.
"would u carry me this way as long as you could?" - and of course i would, thou i hurt ur legs for quite a bit.
thou there were small arguments we had, we will eventually be back together as one fine couple.
i thank god for your presence in my life, and i feel just as blessed as you felt being with me.
i know i aint the best, but i'll provide you with whatever i could, just for you.
the one who loves you the most,
Your Piggy Baby.
april 06 2010 6.40pm
piggy baby
I LOVE U. I LOVE U WHEN U ARE ASLEEP, I LOVE U WHEN U CAN TAKE WITH MY TEMPER, I LOVE U THE WAY U CARE, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE WITH ME,I LOVE U WHEN I WAS PMS, I LOVE U STANDING IN MY SHOES, I LOVE U WHEN U PIGGY BAG ME, I LOVE U WHEN ARE DRIVING, I LOVE U THE WAY U EAT, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE SO TIRED STILL FORCE URSELF TO GO WORK, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE NEXT TO ME, I LOVE U WHEREVER I GO U WILL FOLLOW, I LOVE U WHEN WE ARE TEASTING, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE SHARING WITH UR PAST AND FEELING, I LOVE U WHENEVER I TALK U WILL LISTEN, I LOVE U WHEN I NEED UR HELP U ALWAY BE THERE, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE CLUMSLY, I LOVE U WHEN EVER I SAY YES OR NO U KNOW WHAT TO DO, I LOVE U WHEN I WAS OUT WITH UR FRIEND'S OR MINE FRIEND'S, I LOVE U WHEN WE WATCH MOIVE, I LOVE U CAUSE WE ARE ON SAME BOAT, I LOVE THE WAY U HUG ME TIGHT, I LOVE U WHEN U KISS ME, I LOVE U THE WAY WHEN U SLEEP ON MY LEG. I LOVE U DO THE U COOK FOR ME,I LOVE U THE WAY U BATH, I LOVE THE WAY U DRESS, I LOVE U WHEN U NEED HELP FOR ME, I LOVE U WHEN U ARE HAPPY WITH MY FRIEND CHATTING,I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART IF THERE ANY THING I MISS OUT I WILL UPDATE AGAIN AND AGAIN. AND BABY I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART.
ur silly baby faith 18 april 2010 12.50am
(but u will hit me when i say ur wrong spelling. =.= but i still love you lar. :P)
all these will be nothing but memories that will hurt my heart forever..
@
it's all over.. she should be happy now.
no one to restrict her. no one to bother her. she can mingle with whoever she wants.
she can blame me..
i'm a jinx.
why pick me up and throw me into a hole.
i dun think she will bother bout how i feel.. no one would. back to being the loner i used to be..
i am quitting my day time job.
prolly head back to working night life.
is God really there? is that a sign?
i hope so..
i do love her.. but she loves me no more...
no one to restrict her. no one to bother her. she can mingle with whoever she wants.
she can blame me..
i'm a jinx.
why pick me up and throw me into a hole.
i dun think she will bother bout how i feel.. no one would. back to being the loner i used to be..
i am quitting my day time job.
prolly head back to working night life.
is God really there? is that a sign?
i hope so..
i do love her.. but she loves me no more...
Monday, August 9, 2010 @
visited my grandfolks with baby.. at their new place at haig road..
i missed them so much!
baby had a new hairstyle.. so cute. :P
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 @
quite a number of things happened these weeks..
firstly baby's grandma passed away.. everyone was kinda distraught..
now my family has moved away to haig road too.. saw the house it's kinda small..
hope the my old folks can get to used to it.. however amenities are really nearby.. ((:
had a really terrible quarrel with baby recently.. but it made us realise how much we need each other..
i love u baby.. ((:
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
firstly baby's grandma passed away.. everyone was kinda distraught..
now my family has moved away to haig road too.. saw the house it's kinda small..
hope the my old folks can get to used to it.. however amenities are really nearby.. ((:
had a really terrible quarrel with baby recently.. but it made us realise how much we need each other..
i love u baby.. ((:
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
