i guess its a brand new chapter in life, for me.
like finally.
away from pain. away from cheats.
it's not gonna be easy for sure. but i believe i can pick up.
it's HALLOWEEN TMR.
and it's gonna be HAVOC.
come find me at rebel, i will be dressed up anyways!
Come b4 12am dressed up for your kill, u get free entry.
see ya guys tmr! lol.
Friday, October 30, 2009 @
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @
it's nothing but a pack of lies.
@
halloween is coming soon. time to prep my costumes. lol.
it was work. home. sleep. work for the past few days.
you said to meet up when i was working. i cant as it's obvious enough.
and when it's my off day, u said to meet. after a while u said u were busy. and called it off.
something in me tells me something's wrong. sigh.
whatever.
it was work. home. sleep. work for the past few days.
you said to meet up when i was working. i cant as it's obvious enough.
and when it's my off day, u said to meet. after a while u said u were busy. and called it off.
something in me tells me something's wrong. sigh.
whatever.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @
i walked from bugis. to geylang. had ho kee porridge. munched onto a random stone in the minced meat. rest for an hour. continued walking. walked on to bedok. wanted to buy myself ice kachang. they said it's too early to make ice kachang. wtf. bought 3 cans of jiajialiangteh and downed it and i took a bus home.
i'm typing like this cos' my brain's pretty dead right now. zz.
i'm typing like this cos' my brain's pretty dead right now. zz.
Friday, October 16, 2009 @
beeen busy these days actually.
basically it was just work. getting home. sleep. and waking up to work again.
yesterday met up with prac and the rest thou, for badminton.
anyways, i heard that we've got make up artistes, for halloween.
i'm gonna get my face drawn on. >:{
darn.
basically it was just work. getting home. sleep. and waking up to work again.
yesterday met up with prac and the rest thou, for badminton.
anyways, i heard that we've got make up artistes, for halloween.
i'm gonna get my face drawn on. >:{
darn.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @
went to emerald hill to settle some stuffs at night, before meeting some friends for a movie.
Haeundae - The Deadly Tsunami
anyways. bumped into AMAHnda before the show.
nice show. touching. and funny as hell for some parts.
went for supper. then headed for OCH. there was 6 of us. but. only me and horse went in.
nothing much to be scary of. yea. lol.
went home, bought some beer too.
slogging beer at 6am. sounds weird.
anyways. i happened to listen out for the cue to call for the Subaru Imprezza Challenge. I just took my time and called.
I GOT THROUGH.
and I'M IN!
LOL.
ok. i'm tired now.
Haeundae - The Deadly Tsunami
anyways. bumped into AMAHnda before the show.
nice show. touching. and funny as hell for some parts.
went for supper. then headed for OCH. there was 6 of us. but. only me and horse went in.
nothing much to be scary of. yea. lol.
went home, bought some beer too.
slogging beer at 6am. sounds weird.
anyways. i happened to listen out for the cue to call for the Subaru Imprezza Challenge. I just took my time and called.
I GOT THROUGH.
and I'M IN!
LOL.
ok. i'm tired now.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @
yesterday was busy busy busy.
the whole place was mayhem with Zirca's NIGHTCLASS crowd overflowing to Rebel.
i was stuck at the cashier's for at least 30 mins, i guess. just to take orders orders. and more orders.
Bar got pretty much way too busy as well, everything was slowed down. everyone got kinda pissed. but well. it's the overwhelming crowd.
for me. i dragged on from 9.30pm till around 2.30am, that is when i got my first break.
anyway, jolene popped by. with his bf as well. lol. funny people. hope they enjoyed their night.
settled closing stuffs.. had a few drinks with colleagues. got pretty emo bout certain thingys. went home. took off a dozen of beers. and here i am.
this whole week. 4 days consecutive of starting work at 6pm.
please. saturday. don't end up like yesterday.
goodness gracious..
the whole place was mayhem with Zirca's NIGHTCLASS crowd overflowing to Rebel.
i was stuck at the cashier's for at least 30 mins, i guess. just to take orders orders. and more orders.
Bar got pretty much way too busy as well, everything was slowed down. everyone got kinda pissed. but well. it's the overwhelming crowd.
for me. i dragged on from 9.30pm till around 2.30am, that is when i got my first break.
anyway, jolene popped by. with his bf as well. lol. funny people. hope they enjoyed their night.
settled closing stuffs.. had a few drinks with colleagues. got pretty emo bout certain thingys. went home. took off a dozen of beers. and here i am.
this whole week. 4 days consecutive of starting work at 6pm.
please. saturday. don't end up like yesterday.
goodness gracious..
Friday, October 9, 2009 @
it's just another day..
life has been becoming less and less interesting.
went home this morning with fever and a real crappy headache.
managed to sleep it off i think. the headache still remains. fever, i guess it's subsiding..
having mixed feelings these days, on D, maybe i was too quick to throw things into the air.
she's right, it's too fast. we have not even went out for one proper time.
i've prolly spoilt it all already.
life has been becoming less and less interesting.
went home this morning with fever and a real crappy headache.
managed to sleep it off i think. the headache still remains. fever, i guess it's subsiding..
having mixed feelings these days, on D, maybe i was too quick to throw things into the air.
she's right, it's too fast. we have not even went out for one proper time.
i've prolly spoilt it all already.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @
Whenever i come back, the air on railroad is making the same sounds.
And the shop fronts on holly are dirty words.
We peered through the windows... new bottoms on barstools but the people remain the same, with prices inflating.
As if saved from the gallows.
There's a bellow of buzzers and the people stop working and they're all so excited.
Passing through unconscious states.
When i awoke i was on the highway.
With your hand on my shoulders, a meaningless movement... a moviescript ending,
And the patrons are leaving, leaving.
Now we all know the words were true in the sappiest songs (yes, yes).
I'll put them to bed, but they won't sleep, they're just shuffling the sheets,
they toss and turn, you can't begin to get it back.
Passing through unconscious states.
When i awoke i was on
The onset of a later stage... the headlights are beacons on the highway.
And the shop fronts on holly are dirty words.
We peered through the windows... new bottoms on barstools but the people remain the same, with prices inflating.
As if saved from the gallows.
There's a bellow of buzzers and the people stop working and they're all so excited.
Passing through unconscious states.
When i awoke i was on the highway.
With your hand on my shoulders, a meaningless movement... a moviescript ending,
And the patrons are leaving, leaving.
Now we all know the words were true in the sappiest songs (yes, yes).
I'll put them to bed, but they won't sleep, they're just shuffling the sheets,
they toss and turn, you can't begin to get it back.
Passing through unconscious states.
When i awoke i was on
The onset of a later stage... the headlights are beacons on the highway.
@
i feel stupid.
Did you know you have a special way of turning around my terrible days?
You make all the bad things go away
the second that you say hello.
It's the way that you talk, that you laugh, that you smile.
If beauty was inches you'd go on for miles.
It's the way that you make everything seem worth while
the second that you say hello.
It's the way every love song reminds me of you.
Along with the stars and the sunset here too.
It's the way that you make the sky seem more blue
the second that you say hello.
So if love is a drug then i guess i'm addicted.
All i want is to have yours.
It's making my heart sick.
Goodbye is what broke it and you were what fixed it
the second that you said hello.
Did you know you have a special way of turning around my terrible days?
You make all the bad things go away
the second that you say hello.
It's the way that you talk, that you laugh, that you smile.
If beauty was inches you'd go on for miles.
It's the way that you make everything seem worth while
the second that you say hello.
It's the way every love song reminds me of you.
Along with the stars and the sunset here too.
It's the way that you make the sky seem more blue
the second that you say hello.
So if love is a drug then i guess i'm addicted.
All i want is to have yours.
It's making my heart sick.
Goodbye is what broke it and you were what fixed it
the second that you said hello.
The Second You Say - Chase Coy
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @
All is gone. it will never come back.
All is lost. it will never be the same.
All is past. I will never be myself again.
All is lost. it will never be the same.
All is past. I will never be myself again.
Like a wounded dove
Falling from the sky
And like a mockingbird
Witnessing a lie
Like waves crashing from the sea
And stormy clouds and misery
Distracting as love's first strike
And hurts as bad as a knife
Like a sunset on a sunny day
And the moonlight going away
Like a starving man's last bite
And a dying girl's last night
No relief and no rest
From the persevering pest
That eats away at your soul
And leaves you alone forevermore
That is pain
Of that there is no doubt
What can be the only way out?
Falling from the sky
And like a mockingbird
Witnessing a lie
Like waves crashing from the sea
And stormy clouds and misery
Distracting as love's first strike
And hurts as bad as a knife
Like a sunset on a sunny day
And the moonlight going away
Like a starving man's last bite
And a dying girl's last night
No relief and no rest
From the persevering pest
That eats away at your soul
And leaves you alone forevermore
That is pain
Of that there is no doubt
What can be the only way out?
Friday, October 2, 2009 @
it's official.
working full time in Rebel/Zirca. :D
working full time in Rebel/Zirca. :D
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @
mixed feelings.
work yesterday was usual. nothing to shout about.
today will be going down to HR to sign my papers to be a full time staff.
sign already, have to wait till 8.30pm before i start work. zz.
work yesterday was usual. nothing to shout about.
today will be going down to HR to sign my papers to be a full time staff.
sign already, have to wait till 8.30pm before i start work. zz.
