it's all over.. she should be happy now.
no one to restrict her. no one to bother her. she can mingle with whoever she wants.
she can blame me..
i'm a jinx.
why pick me up and throw me into a hole.
i dun think she will bother bout how i feel.. no one would. back to being the loner i used to be..
i am quitting my day time job.
prolly head back to working night life.
is God really there? is that a sign?
i hope so..
i do love her.. but she loves me no more...