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i had quit my job with my uncle.. already couldnt take it anymore..

me and baby are getting much better already.. and i seriously love her to bits..

but today. i came home from work this morning already, slept for 3 hours already not tired, thought of spending time with her in the afternoon till evening before i head off to work at night.. but guess it wasnt possible.. i slept away the good whole saturday once more feeling damn alone.

i treasure my weekends alot. especially when i work at night, because it usually would mean that the time i have left for the weekend is very limited.. and i would very much treasure the time and use it to accompany gf or my grandfolks rather than to sleep it away..

plus now i'm limited by public transport, travelling to my grandfolks area would be an hassle already..

then today thought of spending time with her, who knew she wanted to go out with her friend..

and from there i heard that i am not invited. no. more like BARRED and BANNED to be in her certain friend's birthday party just because i would spoil the birthday mood and her fun and make her a lightbulb? i'm speechless and yet hurt. she will be the birthday girl and she's definitely getting all the attention.

not that i dun allow my gf to club actually, because i should trust her to be responsible for her own actions. but anyone who realises the above reasons that u cannot be invited would be hurt.

can some one tell me? whether is it that i am selfish or not?

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