location: Chambers @ town.
went to boat quay with keirel yesterday. left around 10.40pm to meet the usuals for lan gaming.
had a fall on my way there. knee still hurts till now.
a lot of thoughts ran thru my head these days.
as easy i might put it into words, it's difficult to put my thoughts into actions.
i still think of her some how.
it's nothing bout missing her. seriously.
neither is it about love.
or rather. it's a void in my heart somehow.
i've no idea anymore..
i wish.
i wish to find that new lease of fresh life.
i aint happy still.
i aint happy with myself at all.
i've no idea why.
i'm supposed to be happier now. why aren't i?
well. at least. she is.
i'm such an oxymoron.