Tuesday, March 1, 2011 @
supposed 1st year anniversary.
I wish you're happier.
happy anniversary.
Sunday, February 27, 2011 @
a lesson? it aint something as simple as a lesson.
if it was JUST a lesson, i could have just restarted when i failed the LESSON.
Misery. that's what i've learnt to know. Thank you passerby.
I know who you are. But what's the point. You know it yourself, to you, it will be just someone who just paced thru ur life. To be forgotten.
Went over to the places we've first met and been to... flashbacks.
followed by rounds of MJ at nick's place.
Remedial Training in the morning took out whaever juice i have left.. but i just cant sleep..
my head is just full of. the past.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 @
i admit, i am defeated by myself.
i'm still missing someone largely.
there's no point many will say, but i just can't help it.
love's a mystery and feelings are blindfolds.
looking back at past pictures we took aches my heart nonetheless.
looking at the lil notes we leave each other makes it even worse.
those promises, made. are all broken and left shattered in the very end..
i've done all I could, clearing the debris left broken down..
but once in a while, i will still step onto those unswept broken pieces..
it goes deep into the wound.. right into the nerves..
the heart aches come around all over. Again.
Is that feeling one of missing someone? or just wallowing in the past..?
Monday, February 14, 2011 @
valentine's day gonna be over in 3 hours.
dreary time over this day.
valentine's day is seriously overrated.
gonna sleep thru..
Friday, January 14, 2011 @
Yeah i'm sorry, i can't afford a ferrari, But that don't mean i can't get you there. I guess he's an xbox and i'm more atari, But the way you play your game ain't fair.Now i know, that i had to borrow, Beg and steal and lie and cheat. Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya. 'Cause being in love with you ass ain't cheap.And although there's pain in my chest I still wish you the best with a... Fuck you. ((:
Monday, January 3, 2011 @
2010 was a terrible terrible year.
and i think 2011 is
NO BETTER.
new years eve. was being put on aeroplane. went to powerhouse by myself.
countdown in MRT train.
went home at 6.
and to you. yea. i owe you money if ur so calculative.
who was the one insisted on lending me the money when i refused continually.
since u like to be so calculative.
we'll see on the CONFRONTATION later.
i'll make sure i'll put down every single thing accountable for. mentally and monetary.
i'll clear the list out totally.
i don't need 2 headed snakes for friends.
Sunday, December 26, 2010 @
it was a lonely christmas. the mood wasn't there at all. thou i had friends with me.
everything just isn't right.
this has to stop.
once and for all.
i had done everything for you. but you won't just do the same.
peace out.
